GERALDINE :)
god's princess
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Friday, November 18, 2005
Os' are gonna be OVER.
BLOG OFFICIALLY CLOSED.
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Friday, July 08, 2005
this week passed so quickly,
hah at least i watched alot like love (; & yes prayed alot too
it set me thinking, really alot
my family, my friends & how i react to the things changing around me
i see broken hearts everywhere, and there. bang.
it strucked me so much to see people being hurt
physically & emotionally
they couldn't let go of many things & fear is holding them back
pride is bringing them down
& then i realised those people are my FRIENDS.
unsaved, saved it doesnt matter anymore to me
i need to see them save, thats all
each & ever one of them
with not even one friend left behind
i tried, then i stumbled like my words
i went for the chinese talkshow
heard many things that i couldn't believe it
teenagers going all out worshipping idols
& when they dont like them,
discrimination not only comes in,
physical abuse too.
this is just
have they ever wondered their purpose here in this life ?
i questioned them, & guess what they replied me
" who cares anyway ? i have the money & it makes me happy"
it made me take a step behind and think
it was really hurtful, our future generation turning this way
these days, the stars seemed out of reach
it's not about US, all about HIM
i'm still reading this book & i can't stop
will i have the courage to say" i'll take up the cross" ?
even if god do not answers our prayers, know that he's testing our faith
& yes, keep pressing on geraldine :)
this phrase kept me going on :
god shall be your shield, fall down & get up again, find that courage and strength in him
& i played bonjovi's i'll be there for you song time & again just now
it seemed like god was singing it for me ?
I’ll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I’ll be there for you
I’d live and I’d die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can’t say what a love can do
I’ll be there for you
and that image of the the cross & nails & blood came into my mind
i teared, i was so moved
god's always telling me that he'll be there for me, carrying me
but have i ever tell me THANK YOU ?
even in little things he had done from me
& when i failed in something
i tensed to start complaining ?
it's time to repent and follow that cross
showing people around me that christ lives in me :)
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn’t see
For parting my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me lord
Posted at 08:52 am by the getaway
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Friday, July 01, 2005
I knelt to pray but not for long,
I had too much to do.
I had to hurry and get to work
For bills would soon be due.
So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,
And jumped up off my knees.
My Christian duty was now done
My soul could rest at ease.
All day long I had no time
To spread a word of cheer.
No time to speak of Christ to friends,
They'd laugh at me I'd fear.
No time, no time, too much to do,
That was my constant cry,
No time to give to souls in need
But at last the time, the time to die.
I went before the Lord, I came,
I stood with downcast eyes.
For in his hands God held a book;
It was the book of life.
God looked into his book and said
"Your name I cannot find.
I once was going to write it down...
But never found the time"
i got this thing from the email & it strucked me alot
my busy timetables & all
i didn't realise i was too busy
& not making time for god
it's time for me to set aside certain issues in my life
& get back to his arms
let this be a promise now father
to kneel down before you & pray
not a hurried prayer, not just for the sake of it
not because it was a christian duty
but because you are the only one god i believe,
who sent the son to die for me
without you, there'd be no ME
He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him,
I will be nothing.
But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)
Posted at 07:47 pm by the getaway
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Thursday, June 30, 2005
im falling on my knees,
why oh why i can't see your face
hear my cry father
heal those scars & take away the hurts
i don't wanna think about it anymore
my schedule have been so hectic
i drifted apart from my family, my friends
& even god ?
life have been so crazy, & thinking back of everything i've done
i'm falling back to the hole again
empty & reaching out so desperately
i ended up with nothing but air
thank god i still caught my father's arms
& i found myself tangled up
spent the whole afternoon reflecting
i lied on my bed, i didn't want to think about anything but sleep
i tossed & turned but it didn't helped
many things were coming into my mind,
i just needed a moment of quietness & peace
played the song WHY time & again
i teared, why didn't i look to god ?
i have been ranting so much, without even knowing ?
i have been feeling remorseful, why didn't i repent ?
i have been worrying over so many things, why can't i learn to trust ?
geraldine, you need to think
Posted at 03:28 am by the getaway
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Friday, June 24, 2005
GUIDES CAMP :)
climax 'o5
it was fun fun & more fun
we laughed alot
cried alot
the campfire night was a blast :D
thank you juniors !
walking down memory lane,
looking at how my guides unit grow
pictures of me since secondary one
how i changed, how i became even madder :D
i'll miss them alot
the camp was one i'll never forget
how we bonded, it was just unexplainable
& we shall go
lalelalela
lalelalela :)
Posted at 12:31 am by the getaway
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Friday, June 17, 2005
AEIQ : quotient without remainder
ROCK BIG TIME :)
thank you to the emcess & commitees
GROUP G had much fun ;)
i love my group !
the golden chicks fellowship :
cedric martin hafiz weilun
yolanda cassandra priscilla
leeboon jeanne isabel me
facils : patricia & seet yun
first day-
JOBHUNT with yolanda :D
two salons & one drama studio
we did it ? say wo-ah !
it was tiring but we still did it.
learnt quite abit ?
hah, group G ate cup noodles outside
seven eleven :D
stayed back to discuss about talent time
it was rubbish but fun :D
i owe them drinks all thanks to
me & my chicken dance
cabb-ed home, hoho
second day-
met xuewei at bishan macs
for breakfast :)
saw alexi & his schmates there
for some RJC thingo, his hair was really NEAT :D
CSI in the morning
group G bonded :)
all the games were fun yes ? (:
we dint get to do the chicken dance ): hah
then workshop was okay, learnt more about MYSELF
ohwells, then come lunch and talentime !
group G dint win, but but we were still winners !
we did our best, right ?(: GOODJOB
acting as a retard & someone who cannot control
one's emotions was really hard :D
i had to dance & sing ! THANKS AH
catholic high rock band performed ;)
WO-AH !
okay, finale was AWESOME
it was so touching !
candles forming AEIQ
all of us hands together, dancing & singing
it was just so fun, walking back the two days where the groups all bonded so much
i was nearly moved to tears
seeing leaders coming together, getting wild & crazy
boys acting as bimbos and all :D
i had a great time, really
i learnt alot too :)
-and we will still be FRIENDS FOREVER :)
my angel is johnson
my mortal is roystion :D
it rhymes, what's with SJI ? hah
macs with my group, group K & some others
JOKES JOKES & MORE JOKES
i nearly cried laughing :DD
bus-ed home with martin & another
this is it.
SLC'05
i will always remember the FUN :)
Posted at 09:20 pm by the getaway
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
You are beautiful my sweet, sweet song
You are beautiful my sweet, sweet song
You are beautiful my sweet, sweet song
And I will sing again
You are so good to me
You heal my broken heart
You are my Father in Heaven
You are beautiful my sweet, sweet song
You are beautiful my sweet, sweet song
You ride upon the clouds
You lead me to the truth
You are the Spirit inside me
You are my strong melody, yeah
You are my dancing rhythm
You are my perfect rhyme
And I will sing of You forever
You poured out all Your blood
You died upon the cross
You are my Jesus who loves me
You are my Father in Heaven
You are the Spirit inside me
You are my Jesus who loves me
and i so thank you for always loving me when no one seem to do so
and i so thank you for hugging me when im feeling so cold in the dark
and i so thank you for holding my hand when im feeling so isolated
now i know that even my world falls & even when people talk behind my back
i do not turn back, i do not fear
for i know you're all im living for
& i'll be running all the way, even an extra mile
just to see your face
Posted at 04:18 am by the getaway
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Monday, June 13, 2005
service :)
leaders meeting before that
bus-ed with half to church & met vanessa
ended up being bullied by the both of them
went BK to buy joelcho his soggy chicken cheesesticks :D
sat with amandaong :)
rachel & me have good taste ;) \ neon blue :DD
pastor david palmer spoke to us about our walk with god as a leader
it really helped me alot :) amen
i got suanned before service
first a monkey, then a chicken, hippo
now a pig |: thanks ah
we were so hungry that we ate tuna & bread skin left from the camp
whoo hoo !
service was on the high :D
thank you daddy once again
yes, pastor david palmer is so great
speaking what god wants to tell us right into our hearts
XUANYI IS BACK & I SAW HER :)
thank you for your banana milk all the way from korea
cabb-ed down to SRJC campfire with half after service
hah, it was okay
cause i got sabo-ed many many times, tsk
saw desmond, dickson & linda
how i wish they were still in school
i dont have my voice now, seriously
walk-ed home with ashchewyoung
he wasnt a gentleman, i walked him to his
busstop instead.
GOOD SILENT TALK & GOSSIP ;)
saturday, quick come back
Posted at 03:58 am by the getaway
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5th june - 7th june '05
AWE IN ALL LEADERS' CAMP IN PULAU UBIN
grouponee rockked :)
A.E :DDD
ernie, charles, daniel, marcus, joshua cho
amanda ong, amanda lim, mabel, su lin, joy lau, alena :)
my group was fun :D all the funky people
like alena with my repellent milkshake
joshua with his spicy curry
charles with my chicken chunky
amanda with her songs
ernie the chiobu
marcus and his snacks
daniel and his jokes
we roughed it out afterall
we did it, hah
noodles with sand & all
curry with uncooked chicken
tomyam with peanut soup
the house with the old man
the shooting stars :) which i dint get to see, uhh
we slept on the canvas sheets on the beach
the toliets are good, HAH
everything went well at least
GOD WAS THERE :)
the worship at the beach was good
hearing the waves & i saw the sunset :)
god's creation is simply awesome
including the mosquitoes :D
hear our cry oh lord
to see you change this generation
send revival and shake the planet
we are so desperate father
hear our cry
see our tears
7th june - 10th june '05
MEGALIFE STEPS CAMP
STEP IN OUT UP
say amen ? AMEN :)
i guess this camp have really changed me
allowing me to see things in an urgency
teaching me how to be just so desperate
learning to worship so freely
finally allowing my past to be gone
living life with god once again
renewing this flame in the heart
burning even stronger & brighter
GOD taught me to open up
be free & not hold back because of my pride
take away those fears inside my soul & just dance :)
he gave me bonus to lead & share with others the amazing love
of CHRIST.
he moved, yes he did
it stayed so vividly in my mind
he cleared my doubts & showed me how to love
stepping out of my fear my comfort zone & running after him
i really want to thank god for placing me in a leadership role in
TSADEE PLOTZ :)
everyone did a good job, and all i can say now is
I REALLY LOVE MY GROUP MEMBERS :)
& my domain too
the leaders, i made new friends & they became my sisters
plotz female domain leaders with different personalities :)
hah, we did it LOVE.
my cell members - i just thank god for these gems
they mean alot now, more than i can explain
leaders - so awesome, god spoke to me through them, AMEN
church mates - I JUST LOVE THEM, thank you for all the prayers & encouragements
pastor david palmer - god's gift :) im inspired.
THANK YOU GOD. I LOVE YOU !
indeed,
i saw heaven before me
angels passing around me
it was so beautiful :)
i wanna spend eternity there with my father, my best friend
GOD taught me to face up with rejections & disappointments
& i know that when i start walking out of my fear
GOD takes hold of everything :)
open the eyes of my heart lord
cos' i want to see you
give me a heart of expectancy
which will always be so thirsty for your touch
i need you more than anything
i live for you
all of my days
i'll worship you
lifting your name into a higher level
to proclaim that you're king
Posted at 03:44 am by the getaway
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Friday, May 27, 2005
you are my perfect rhyme -
You brought me to the highest Mountain,
Out of my, deep despair.
And you don't know how much I need you,
To stand beside you,
To breathe your air.
church & cell later :)
im taking a break from studying chinese
it's only two hours & im feeling tired
quiet time last night was good,
you are my father in heaven
you are the spirit inside me
you are my jesus who loves me
more than anything else
you are so good to me
my lord, what love is this
that paid so dearly a price
that i, the guilty one
may go free
your love is amazing
steady & unchanging
your love is a mountain
firm beneath my feet
your love is a mystery
how you gently lift me
when i am surrounded, your love carries me
jesus, you're more than a friend
you're more than my heart could express
your love & grace never fail me
your merciful touch always heal me
you bring joy to my soul
I LOVE YOU.
I just wanna stay here soaking up the rain ;
Falling out around me wash the world away
Posted at 09:35 pm by the getaway
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